the demon in me

Saturday, August 25, 2007

每一个人的心中都有黑暗地带, 只要是人都可能作出可怕的事来. 外表文质彬彬的人也可能在内心是一只恶魔. 每个人都是天使和恶魔的同体, 因情况激发出不同的个性. 人类社会尝试以法律, 道德等的多途径去压制心中的魔鬼. 但我选择了恶魔.

2:21 AM
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Friday, August 24, 2007

i feel as if i am losing touch with the world. My memory failed to answer me when was the last time i hang out with anyone i know. My life is a cycle of school, home and school again. i started to spend most of my time alone be it in school or home. Is really hard for me to find people that i can relate to in school. thus, whenever the usually few is no where to be found, i am pretty much alone although the school is supposed to be filled with schoolmates. When ever i am home, there is one thing for sure. i will only see my dog at home because my parents will not be back any earlier than 10pm. After they settle down at home, there are hardly enough time for a proper conversation. i know this is a unhealthy lifestyle but i could not find a sweeter way out.

7:06 AM
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

To "protect" the students from unhealthy eating habits such as eating fast food, the school have banned the "da bao"ing of such food items into the school. Lets see what is wrong here. In order to be fair , i shall use the 3:2 method while discussing this issue so as to be FAIR to the school.

Is fast food harmful and should be ban in school?

Fast food come forth to shorten the time we spend on waiting and consuming our daily meals. It soon became so popular that fast food joints such as MacDonald and kfc took the cities like storm. While such time efficient way of settling our basic daily needs bring forth many benefits, some may argue that fast food are unhealthy thus compromises our quality of life. Nevertheless, it is evident that fast food had brought forth more good to us than harm in the context of milliennia insttute.

Time saving is an important aspect of fast food in this institution as the queue in the canteen much resemble the ones leading to hell. The multitude of student per break is outrageously huge. This causes many student to either not be able to get food on time or demoralised them so much that they rather move on with a empty stomach. It could be that the canteen vendors are processing the orders with such God-like snails speed of 1 student per min or that the whole school seems to be in the canteen at once. For students in this institute especially the final years, time is equal to grades. Therefore fast food has became the way to avoid the waste of time queuing.

Fast food are also cost efficient most of the time. One usually gets what he or she paid for in terms of quality and quantity. Thus making fast food an irresistible option for meals. Compared to the food that to be found in the canteen, neither the 3 dollar rock hard pizza nor the weird looking chickens can be of competition with the fast food. Naturally, fast food is the favourite option for students to spent their meal money on.

One may argue that fast food are considered junk food which have no healthy value to consumers. Indeed certain selections of fast food are actually healthy hazardous, however, it is not always the case with careful selections. Furthermore, one can see that fast food can actually be healthy if compared with the canteen food which are prepared with generous amount of oil and sometimes over or undercooked. Thus in this case if fast food are junk food, relatively, the canteen food are actually poisons.

The convenience of fast food cannot be ignored as it does make a difference in the student's study. Over spending energy to obtain substandard food from the canteen is considered too much of a waste of effort as fast food can be delivered right in to the school till the depth that a road can take the rider. This increases the quality of life of the students without a doubt.

The final problem with fast food is that it took away chances of making profit from the school vendors. Since this is not a real GP essay, i do not wish to discuss this point or give any comments. i do have a suggestion which is to terminate the service of GT food supply.

Although there are bad consequences of consuming and favouring fast food, the benefits far out weights the disadvantages. Therefore, the School should not ban fast food in the school. Instead, the school should start to ban students from consuming the really "healthy" food in the school canteen.

candidate name: Tan Xiao
Test Centre : MI (singapore)

6:19 AM
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

sad to say, but the batch of 2005 is going to move on into the "real world" that our teachers tried so hard to prepare us for. Well, i have good and bad memories in this "short" 3 years, thanks to every1 in this school. I am really "PLEASED" that our "last day", also known as the graduation, is going to be another "GOOD" memory that i will take away with me. I totally appreciate the "going-to-be" fantastic, one of a kind graduation TEA that will be held in the SCHOOL HALL. i reckon we well have lots of fun spending our last day in school and marvel at how our seniors celebrated their very same day.

5:51 AM
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Monday, August 20, 2007

seriously... i am in God Damn Shit... well.. i am averaging scores that will land me no where for my mock papers.. and click on DOOM >>>>
this is how much time i have till my doom.. i really dun understand y i have to continue a level.. y didn't i go poly after i was expelled 3 years ago? i might have so much fun in poly.. everything is so freaking fucked now..

8:12 AM
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Sunday, August 19, 2007

i deleted my blog few weeks ago and here i am again blogging.. y? cuz i realised i have got no one to talk to.. i really need a way to pour my hearts out.. i guess this is it.. since i am the really friendless geek working my way between heaven and hell..

recently the past is haunting me again.. event of 3 year ago kept flashing across my mind.. matter got worst it started to conquer my dreams.. i started to find myself waking up with such a terrible heartache and hatred for myself.. i cant even stop thinking of it after i got myself tipsy.. i fucking wish i could drink enough to get drunk and wake up with the damn headache and not with a heartache..

"all sji guys are flirts" true?

5:46 AM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

vsvsd

4:47 AM
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