Sunday, August 19, 2007
i deleted my blog few weeks ago and here i am again blogging.. y? cuz i realised i have got no one to talk to.. i really need a way to pour my hearts out.. i guess this is it.. since i am the really friendless geek working my way between heaven and hell..
recently the past is haunting me again.. event of 3 year ago kept flashing across my mind.. matter got worst it started to conquer my dreams.. i started to find myself waking up with such a terrible heartache and hatred for myself.. i cant even stop thinking of it after i got myself tipsy.. i fucking wish i could drink enough to get drunk and wake up with the damn headache and not with a heartache..
"all sji guys are flirts" true?
5:46 AM
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