the demon in me

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

ITS ALMOST OVER

it was graduation yesterday, for me it is fill with emotions. However not the usual ones ppl have during graduation. This is a recollection of my 3 years in MI.

i came into this school in late May and screwed up my high school life. As the saying goes "a transferred student must be cheerful on the first day in order to make friends" but i wasn't cheerful at all. i was so unhappy coming to MI, i tot its the end of my education. i Want to go back to JC so much i started skipping school sleeping in class not talking to any1. i retook O level and from 15 points i got 9 but! my sch exam from AAA became FFF at the end of the year. well and for some weird reason i wanna prove myself i stayed in MI. i've no idea even till now if this is right. well to year 2 i made some friends i went to states won some big award, but from this point on i was labeled as a geek. welll ppl dun like geeks. and year 2 was so bad.. i still fail every exam year 3 was much better i made more friends but also found out some friends are not friends. just when my life in mi became a little enjoyable, i graduated. how nice..

recalling my sec school graduation, although its a boy school, we were all brought to tears. The bonds between the boys are so strong. i long for such friendship again but i cant find one. MAYBE ns another all "boy" community will bring me some true friends..

9:34 PM
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